Lit by Mummy Daddy Maisie Poppy Nellie & Daisie xxxx 15th October 2019
My beautiful baby Dottie I miss you every day as I sit and try and write this the tears roll down my face, my chest goes tight and I feel like my heart has stopped again and I’m back in that
Moment when it all started To go wrong, the pain in unbearable that will never get any easier i will never understand any of this why you why our baby it so unfair. I go through daily emotions of deep sadness anger frustration then I look at your beautiful face and I smile you was mine you always will be mine nobody can ever take that away or our memory’s the moment you was born and I held you for the first time your smell your cute little baby groans your cuddles everything about you was so perfect we was all ready to bring you home to
Meet your family where you belonged. Your sisters talk about you everyday and Nellie always asks where you are I pray for a miracle that we can see you again and I know how silly that sounds I know in my heart it won’t happen but I still pray it will That one day somebody will tell me it wasn’t real and it never happened. 💔 The grief has now taken over and my mind has come to a blank ......so I will leave it here for now and say I (we) love you so so much my beautiful baby girl Dottie 🌷 look for your Candle in mummy’s window my beautiful angel in the sky xxxxxx